TISSUES

I want to love you
But I don't know how anymore
I can feel the pain in my heart
When I realize I'm not breathing anymore

I left my dreams before I made them
So far away
I don't even know them anymore
They don't matter anymore

I see a little boy in black and white
Fine white hair flying up in the back
I can feel the hole burning in my heart
In the middle of my chest
In the scars in my lungs
Its just a moving picture of old you
A memory I never had

I keep looking for myself through haircuts
Starting over, trying to recognize
I rub my arm, breathe deeply to a count of 7
Convincing myself I'm still here